Sunday

Top Five...

songs for my...let's say, soundtrack, at least at this juncture...




 wait...top 6


Last Show of the Tour


the walk there. The evil eye of Sauron aka The Green Monster of Fenway
 'I am so happy I rolled to this show, solo and it was still a go. 
So Rock~N~Roll that it moved my soul
I was almost the only one dancing, but the crowd swayed to and fro.
each pick of the strings moves a vertebrae, when my body is directed like an orchestra...'
yyyeah, I'm either really out of commission or these are also probably lyrics to my new song hahaha
I had video, but I was dancing so hard it came out quite bad. 
Nothing a little creative editing won't fix...asap




Jim, fellow dorkus malorkus.
he and pal Andy were proper gents 
down to Earth and all that good shit, til we meet again, eh?
thanks for the good conversation and laughs homies! 


yessss, this song....
but, as you well know, this is my fav
and it's eerily almost exactly what last night's show looked like.

It was a full moon, lunar eclipse so the night was strange, even I was about to howl at the moon. The couple days surrounding had been really rough on me and I know I wasn't alone.
I sensed the band was tired when they played: last show; can't blame them. 
Everyone was probably not psyched on being in shitty Boston on a cold night. Here, here!
For me, a ROCKIN GOOD TIME it was! I got it all out...
I got handed a VIP sticker and even the after party wasn't exactly party party, 
but a chill scene in the upstairs lounge behind a velvet rope,
 and to be sure a well deserved rest before the flight home. 
It was nice to meet Jeff from the band, a peaceful man, and a couple of the crew: names escape me,
 but to the sound tech gent who so nicely sorted out the placement of my beverage, thanks for being cool 

  CHEERS GUYS 
                                                                                 


Thursday

Blackmail the Universe


p.135

"And yet...and yet...,' said I to my Teacher...even now I am not quite sure.
Is it really tolerable that she should be untouched by his misery, even his self-made misery?'

"Would ye rather he still had the power of tormenting her? He did it many a day and many a year in their earthly life."

"Well, no. I suppose I don't want that."

"What then?"

"I hardly know, Sir. What some people say on Earth is that the final loss of one soul gives the lie to all the joy of those who are saved."

"Ye see it does not."

"I feel in a way that it ought to."

"That sounds very merciful: but see what lurks behind it."

"What?"

"The demand of the loveless and the self-imprisoned that they should be allowed to blackmail the universe: that till they consent to be happy (on their own terms) no one else shall taste joy: that theirs should be the final power; that Hell should be able to veto Heaven."

Thursday

Love And Rockets-So Alive


this song was dedicated to me once...!˚∆˙∆∆†††